New Sem New Hope

ASSALAMULAIKUM...

Its been such along time that I didnot publish my new post.... BZ...? Hhhmmmmm... maybe.... Then suddenly I feel like missing to typing.... Haahhh.... Starting from 17 August 2009, officially I'm now 1st sem, 2nd year in my beloved UNISEL..... Yuhuuuu..... I'm now can be categories as a SENIOR.... whoaahhh... he4.... (getting more excited)

Lots that I learn during my 1st sem.... Overall its can be conclude is finding a good friend and the most important is MAINTAINING A GOOD CGPA... 4 new student, what kak yana can advise to u is 'ur friend will reflect to ur pointer'..... Seriously... Talking from my experience maa.... he4..

MPP..... hu4.... I never thought in my life before that I will be the Student Representative Council in UNISEL.... My luck I guest to be in this field.... Alot.... alot of experience, friends that I face during this time.... I also can known myself better... Where is weaknesses, strenght and also my limit... In this MPP, it make me push myself to the limit... But thanks to all my friend who always be in my side.... LOVE U ALL.... Thanks to my MPP's members also.... In meeting we are fighting with each other to give our best for student, but outside, we still JIMBET'S.... Yeah.... he4...

Now, For this sem, I'm still one of the MPP's members.... InsyaAllah until next Feb... Wish me luck until that month.. This sem taking 5 subject maybe wanna add 1..... My major subject make me very excited... Workplace Psychology, Workplace Counselling, Seminar for the Current Issue..... Seriesly it is a 'WOW' things to learn....

Just what I hope and pray always that I can still maintain my good CGPA for this sem.... And also I hope that I can give my best level of my commitment to MPP.... I also hope that we will be given a good health, REZEKI from ALLAH... To my parents, u r always in the bottom of my heart... Thanks for raise me up mama and abah... To all my friend.... I really need ur advice, ur teguran, guide, help from u all... Cause sometimes only friends can see what was wrong with ourself....

So... by then... c ya in my next post..... ASSALAMUALAIKUM

minggu yang MENYAKITKAN

Minggu lepas merupakan minggu y betol2 mencabarku... Minggu y betol2 menguji emosi... Minggu y membuatkan ku kenal kelemahan ku... Minggu y membuatkan ku kenal erti persahabatan bg rakan2 ku..



Pertamanya program y drancang untuk di siapkan dalm minggu 2 gile kelam kabut. ada je pertukaran last minute yang berlaku...... TENSION sangat..... Ade je y Xkene.... tdo mlm xya cakap la..... Pkul 2, 3 bru tdo sbb nk siapkan surat 2 la ni la... time 2lis surat 2 pon leh tlelap... Ada hamba Allah 2 sesenang dia je goyang kaki kat kusi VIP.... Well... Beliau kan THE VERY IMPORTANT PERSON dlm program ni... alasan utama beliau nk siapkan assignment, gigi beliau pon sakit.... Alolooooo,,.... SIAN NYE DIA....... so, y yana ni xda ASSINGMENT la kot.... ASSIGNMENT byk kot kene settle, Yana xda kelas la kot.... hello BRO......, yana amek 3 subjek kot sem ni... dengan keje kat LIB lg...... Consider la sket....



tapi Thanks bebnyk kat saudara MERICO cos bnyk tolong dalam bahagian undangan tetamu last minute.... Thanks kat Aliff cos byk susahkan dia minta tolong anta sana sini.... Thanks kat Pravin n Shahimi cos handle kan last minute prob masa dalam majlis.... Thanks kat Jefri cos settlekan bhagian makanan. Thanks gak kat kwn2 MPP yang tolong tarik student untuk memeriahkan majlis 2... Thanks sgt2 kat Naz, Wani, Nurul Sister, Kak Nisa..... dorang la byk kasi motivation time susah 2.... siap ada babak nangis2 lg tau... yana je la y nangis.... dorang lak nak nangis ape kes....



Hari yang paling sedey skali masa khamis mlm jumaat 2.... sumpah sedey gile... mlm kames 2 ade forum... rabu 2, y si mamat ni yana da minta tolong comformkan VIP's list.... senang je kot.. dok je kat kusi kat HEP 2, call je kot... SERIESLY.... benda 2 pon dia xleh settlekan.... y yana tgh demam msa 2 pon, gagahkan gak diri g kelas... then kames prob besar datang last minute, wakil UIA xdapat datang coz miscommunication prob.... haa..... kelam kabot.... masa 2 da pkul 4 ptg bru dpt tau.... Event pukul 9 mlm... menggelabah la dlm kelas pak sharip... then memang masa 2, 2 3 brg xsettle lg.. g pinjam kete, minta tolong Aliff, g HEP, minta tolong 2 3 orang backup y lain pon xdapat.... last2 merico settlekan.... pas 2 g TESCO bli brg untuk mlm 2...



Time balik 2 tbe2 mama call.... msa 2 da pelik gle cos mama xkan call time2 mgrib, cos slalu ktorang solat jemaah ngn abah, then kene ngaji... slalu call time dia nk g keje je... masa 2 cm nk angkat ke x.... nk angkat ke x.... ok then.... angkat je.... dengar je suare mama, meremang da bulu roma... suara mama ngah nangis.... mama gtau maklong da xda.... SERIESLY time 2 blank abes... xtau nk kata ape, wat ape... otak time 2 kosong... Arrrrgggghhhh.... pelagi air mata pon jatoh.....



siapa xsdey... Arwah da mcm nenek yana.... masa abah kecik, arwah y jaga, tmasukla kami.... penangan arwah masak asam pedas, sawi goreng menu wajib ble ktorang datang.... bebelan arwah nshatkan kami seriesly yana xleh lupa.... selalu pesan, "Ana 2 anak sulong.... tggungjwb byk, besar,...." dari dapur slalu jerit... "Anak dara..... meh tolong maklong kat dapur ni.... ingat kamu 2 anak jantan ke...?" yana ngn iqah pon ha kelam kabot lari... takot mama lak y bsing...



Ahhh... menitis lg air mata ni... Yana terkilan sgt2 cos xdapat tgk arwah wat kali terakhir....

syukur sgt masa cuti dulu sempat jaga arwah seminggu kat hospital.... mcm2 pesanan arwah kasi.... MAKLONG... semoga diletakkan mu tempat orang y drahmati-Nya... AL-FATIHAH..



Thanks sgt2 kat NAZ, WANI, KAK NURUL n kwn2 lain byk bg semangat.....

What Makes u As A GOOD LEADER?

This are the Characteristic that make u as a GOOD LEADER...

1. VIEW THINGS POSITIVELY.
u must change all the -'ve side of ur thinking to the +'ve side it all including how u viewing other people, viewing how one problem or crisis will effect u, viewing life and the most important is u must think that all the -'ve side are also had it own function that can affect to the +'ve of urself. Also, as I mention earlier, just look at the Bright Side n u will found it as a POSITIVE things.

2. PHYSICALLY FIT FOR SPEEDY.
A good leader u must has a passion to be like one, feel like u are excited to make something done. This great passion on finishing ur work will make u very committed to ur task. But, those things will not be achieve if u r not fit enough from the physically and mentally.

3. FEROCIOUSLY.
In a simple word, we can say leader must be fierce in what u r doing. Weak leader will always be step on by others. People will take advantage on u. But, if u r strong enough, fierce in ur way, people will put some respect on u.

4. WORLD CLASS LEARNER.
This is the criteria that must have in all leader in this fast moving world now day. Being able to think new idea and create new things that can make u and ur peeps getting excited about u. U r also need to be a fast learner.

5. KEEP MOVING FORWARD.
Listen on the criticism that given by others to u. from that criticism u can improve urself to be better person. we need to live in the real life, believe that there is no one of us r perfect. so, we take that criticism, correct it, n start to be a better person.

6. OBSESSIVE TO DETAILS
A good leader must look at all aspect either big or small perspective. Look at details. sometimes small thing will become the big mistake that u have made. Remember that, small things will reflect on the big things.

7. JUST BE NICE.
Always believe that u will get back what u give. If sweet that u give to others, sweet also that u will get, if vinegar that u give, so sour tat u will get back. That is a nature rules guys....
Last word from me : Be a giver r better than taker.

We Are As An Actor

Hai.. and Assalamualaikum...

It's really a long time that i don't post up a new letter in my blog... why...? it bcoz, my brain need 2 rest.. he4, just joking... No lah.... it bcoz i quite bz during my holiday.... i need to be a driver 4 my kids.... ooppss my sis n bro, and also be a maid in my house.... he4.... helping my mom...

ok, stop talking about me.... who care... he4, 4 this post, i wanna to talk about the true colour.... weird? actually i wanna to talk about behavior, attitudes, and also the personality.. maybe u can think about urself or even ur friends....

have u heard about Dramatological Approaches by Erving Golfman. He claim that all people in this world is an actor. Wonder why he said so? This is refer to people action or behavior. Theory said that, human behavior can be formulate as:

BEHAVIOR = PERSON + SITUATION...

it can simply translate as human behavior depends on thyself and also the surrounding situation or environment. this means most of us is a liar n hypocrite..... why..? we just cannot be our self in all situation.... we just pretending in front of others... maybe to gain some respect, good impression,... who know....


But, some of us really damn good in taking the advantage in a several situation until person that he/she lie can't recognize it. it usually will touch an issue such as feeling specially. Ya, i admit that i easily believe all the every words that i've heard from others. lastly it will break my heart and i starting hard to believe on that person or even to the others that same gender or group with that person... maybe i just be too emotional about it....

ok..... last but not least.... wishing u all happy great holiday... enjoy it as long u can.... i've got camp 2 go.... c ya....

PENGALAMAN @ PENGAJARAN?

Kisah ini menceritakan mengenai 5 bersahabat yang mana merancang aktiviti yang mungkin tidak direstui sepenuhnya. Mereka dikenali sebagai A,B,C,D dan E. Aktiviti ‘over night’ yang dirancang oleh mereka akhirnya tercapai pabila masing2 berjaya melapangkan diri pada ketika itu. A, telah bjaya melapangkan dirinya dgn memberikan alasan ‘ada y perlu diuruskan lg dsana’ kepada pak teh nya. B pula senantiasa diselubungi kegusaran bimbang menerima panggilan dan kemunculan parentsnya di kampus. C yang sememangnya tiada sebarang masalah kerana hatinya melonjak2 untuk pulang ke kampung halaman di Johor selepas selesai program ‘over night’. Manakala D mengambil kesempatan di atas kemudahan pengankutan yang telah diberikan oleh parents nya. Dan E? he4….. hanya dia saja yang tahu…

Perjalanan bermula pada pukul 8 malam. Seperti yang telah dirancang, B,C,D dan E menghantar seorang ahli yang tidak ternama ke stesen KTM Sg. Buloh, kemudian mereka ke Stesen LRT Kelana Jaya untuk mengambil A yang baru sembuh dari ‘panahan asmara’ di K.L. haha… Setelah cukup ahli kumpulan yang bagaikan ‘Power Rangers’?, mereka menuju ke IKANO kononnya bagaikan mahu membeli perabot rumah. Padahal, Cuma kotak yang dicarinya yang sebenarnya boleh didapatkan secara percume… Kelakar ape… ni sume idea C…. Perut masing2 yang menyanyikan lagu keroncong terpaksa ditahan kerana ada ynag perlu di uruskan. Mereka ber5 menuju ke Cinelesuire Damansara, kononnya untuk membeli tiket untuk menonton wayang. Namun, hasrat itu terpaksa dibatalkan ekoran filem yang dtayangkan tidak kena dgn selera mereka ber5.

Sebelum memulakan perjalanan untuk memenuhkan perut, A,B dan E sempat lg 2 berposing di depan kereta. Hee… pantang on je flash camera 2…. Terutamanya A. Kemudian, pacuan 4 roda yang dinaiki mereka dipandu menuju ke Restoran Murni yang terletak di PJ. E yang bkeras untuk enggan ke Up Town Damansara gembira kerana permintaan nya dimakbulkan oleh kengkawannya. Alasannya..? he….. hanya dia yang tahu… setiba di Murni, tanpa fikir panjang, mereka mengorder makanan untuk dijamah. C memang tidak senonoh….. menggelikan…. Ade ke dia g korek idong, then makan benda 2,… eeeii…. Leh lak dia kata ‘masin kot’…. Pengotor kot… SETERES…..

Then, dorang ni pon ke Downtown Cheras, nk cuci mata….. nk beli wet lak cm la ade kn…. Pas 2, untuk mereleasekan tension konon, sume pon setuju g karaoke…. Haha… Pusat Seni Suara, Cheras. Ha…. Pelagi…. Melalak la ber5 2…. Ahha…. Mlam 2, mcm artis ada….. sebot je…. Shima, Ella, Siti, May, AXL, Rossa, Ziana Zain, ezad, Awie…… hu4…. Tp pape pon, memang bes la kot dorang 2…. Da penat melalak, kini, dataran menjadi destinasi. Pas penat amek gambar, dok2, ngumpat2, dorang pon ke stesen minyak terdekat. Haa…. Tragedy bermula…. Da matikan enjin keta 2, tibe2, takleh start lak…. Ha…. Jenuh gakla menolak…. Masing2 diselubungi perasaan cuak… takot kantoi la katakan… Pelagi, singgah masjid tunggu suboh, fikir ape yang nk wat… camna nak setlekan prob 2… B da pening… kang sat g, mak ayah mncul kat Kampus, dia ada kt masjid negeri….. fuh… A lak…. Pak teh….? Hu4… D…. kete…? Ayah…? A.B.E.S…..

Lepas Suboh, E telefon la member terdekat, nak minta antakan A n B g pudu, leh gak dorang blek kampus…. C, D, menapak ke kedai mamak terdekat…. Sempat lg 2 nk sarapan…. Pas anta A,B, E pon g la ke C D. xkan nk lepas tgn ble member dlm susah kot….. same senang, same susah la kot…. Pas mkn, perot kenyang, idea pon datang. E call pak ngah, mekanik, then pas D slowtalk, keta 2 pon dijamin xda effect kalau enjin on…. Starter je porb… then, E n C menolak la kete 2…. Xleh start, then tukar, E ngn D lak… tak leh gak…. Adoh, xckup kuasa kuda kot…. Pas check2, upenye suis enjin pon x on….. sampai ke tua tolak pon xmau de enjin 2 nk start.. ha…. Enjin da bunyi…. Anta B kat pudu, D n E pon blek la ke kampus terchenta….

Ha…. Untuk yang terasa….. agak2nye, ni pengajaran ke pengalaman untuk korang…?

Look into the BRIGHT SIDE...

PROBLEM....... Said who that we can run from facing problem?..... either it is big, medium even it is small, it still will burden us.... right?..... ok..... all of us today keep saying that " it's all because of u!".... we keep on blaming others on what happen.... " why don't u...." " if that u..." we always keep appoint to others, just want to find someone that can cover up our mistake.... is that the right thing? is that will make we become happy again?.....

Is that the best way we can handling problem? let me suggest to u.... why don't we just LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE of the problem.....? u all wanna know a fact that 90%people came to hospital to get treatment is due to the stress that they personally made by their self.

Seriously, why don't we just look into the bright side. There must be other reasons why thing happen. A lot of factors that can contribute to be reason why things happen. why not that we just taking the positive side of reasons. Small things like this will help us to reduce our stress and also will help us in improve in relationship.

There is some suggestions, if we facing problem, why don't we just met that person and discuss what the exact problem that u are facing. This is the best time to be honest to that person the negative of him/her that u don't like.... rather than u keep on blaming him/her. Maybe he/she not the one who guilty. Maybe u just misunderstanding with each other..... ha....? CONFLICT.....

Secondly, if u are having problem, why don't u refers to those had facing the same problem or why don't u just share with ur friend...... SHARING IS CARING what.....? ha.... maybe u are too emotional during that time and u just can't think rationally. Let others suggest to u what action that u can take next....... It will help u actually....

Ok? Lets try it....

My Diary.....

Happy Birthday To Me...
Happy Birthday To Me...
Happy Birthday To Me...
Happy Birthday To Liyana...
Happy Birthday To Me...

Today is my birthday.... supposedly i'll be the happiest person in this world today.... Supposedly...! yeah, my friend in campus already celebrate it 4 me... Thanks 4 u guys.. but, what i really want is to go back to my home. To see my mom, hold her, kiss her, hug her, and even hear she saying "Selamat Hari Lahir Nana"...... i'm really miss that moment with her right now...... but, now i stuck at this place.... with a burden from my unfinish assignment, meeting with the colleague, doing my part-time in the library and not to forget my exam in around of corner.....

What really make me sad, while i'm siting here, writing my blog, there is one family sitting infront of me, having their lunch together.... oh my God..... i really miss my Mama and Abah and also all my beloved brothers and sisters....

Actually my ex-student, my friend and even my family have plan to celebrate my birthday.... supposedly my schedule is pack with all the planned party...... morning, celebrate it with my x-student at SMK JINJANG, afternoon with my friend at Mid Valley, and lastly, the most waiting moment in this day is having a dinner with my beloved family.... But its all will be happen in my dream...!

If, just if, i had someone 'special' in here..... oooh..... maybe it will be so nice kot 4 such this sad day... my friend? they are all buzy with their own world.... hu4,,..

During this time, suddently i remember the time that i had during my birthday in the past-past year.... what a really great moment with my family and friend!..... now i really appreicate whatever they have done to me.... haa...... i miss u guy.... where have u guy been....? take me from here today.....! miss u all hug, laugh and even u all joke...

TO MY BELOVED MAMA & ABAH...
Thank u very much 4 ur love, time, money, sweat, effort and even ur lect to me....
thank also 4 all that u have done to make me the one that u can be proud of..
Thanks 4 raise me up mama abah...



TO MY MISS BROTHERS & SISTERS...
Thanks 4 being my nice sibling 4 this past 21 years....
Along really miss 2 hearing u all calling me KATIK and COMEL..
playing PS2 together..
giving lect to u guys..
serve ur right... haha



TO ALL MY FRIENDS...
Love and miss a time that we had together...
i want u all to know, even i'm not keep in touch with u'll,
it doesn't mean that i 4get u'll....
really2 miss u guys...


TO MY FRIENDS HERE....
Thanks alot bcos accept me as who am YANA..
thanks 4 ur understanding, time and even ur advise to me...
I really needs u guys in my life 2 make me strong in facing wharever challenges will coming